Archive for June, 2006

US Troops Accused of Rape and Murder in Iraq

Posted by casey on June 30th, 2006

I know - Innocent until proven guilty. And I really hope that these guys are innocent. But I have to say, with more and more stories coming out like this, I have to keep convincing myself that we are doing more good than evil over there. This is madness.

U.S. troops accused of killing Iraq family

By RYAN LENZ, Associated Press Writer

Five U.S. Army soldiers are being investigated for allegedly raping a young woman, then killing her and three members of her family in Iraq, a U.S. military official told The Associated Press on Friday.

The soldiers also allegedly burned the body of the woman they are accused of raping.

Update:

New details this afternoon -

According to a senior Army official, the alleged incident was first revealed by a soldier during a routine counseling-type session. The official, who requested anonymity because the investigation is ongoing, said that soldier did not witness the incident but heard about it.

A second soldier, who also was not involved, said he overhead soldiers conspiring to commit the crimes, and then later saw bloodstains on their clothes, the official said.

He also said the four people killed included three adults and a child, and one of the adults was the woman who allegedly was raped.

Full Story: Here


Jeep Update

Posted by casey on June 30th, 2006

Well, a few more slowdowns in the mix. Looks like I will be going to Virginia NEXT Friday to pick up our new Jeep. Would go sooner, but family comes to town beginning Sunday for my (30th) birthday next week. So that should be fun.

So, I have insurance. I have a parking space. Just no Jeep…yet. Feel sorry for me!

Casey

Spinning My Wheels…Literally

Posted by casey on June 23rd, 2006

If you read this blog (which isn’t likely unless your name is Chrissy or Buck), then you might remember that in my post below about coming home from Maui, I mentioned something about the Jeep that Sarah and Michelle are pictured with. I think I wrote: “Man I want that Jeep.”

Well, I bought it.

Not only did I buy it, but I bought it on ebay.

Crazy - probably. But not because it was ebay. Crazy because you don’t even understand all the crap that one has to go through to buy a car…when you are an American, with a permanent address in California, but living temporarily in Canada, and the car is in Virginia.

Before I get into that, take a look at the Jeep. It pretty much is great, right?

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So…where to begin?

First, you have to make sure you can register the thing in Canada, and make sure that you don’t have to pay duty. A quick call to Cutoms tells me that because I am on a student visa, and am promising to removie my possessions after I leave, I should be fine. No duty, no GST (Governmental Sales Tax). Check.

Second, you have to make sure you can get it registered. A quick trip to the Ministry of Transportation outlines the steps. I get an Ontario license (a whole other saga altogether), and Ontario Insurance (yet, another saga in itself), and I get financed (my current saga).

Everything now seems to be in order. So, I make the winning bid. Yippie, I am on the hook!

So Sarah and I were going to go to Virginia tomorrow to get the Jeep…but the bank financing me has thrown up a couple obstacles that they didn’t disclose at the beginning of this process, so I will go down next week.

We were thinking of getting a vehicle anyway. And I am pretty impulsive. So, there you go.

I did decide though that I am going to write a book that brings together all the information one needs for being an American studying across borders. It is completely ridiculous that nothing exists on the subject, and costs people like me a lot of time and effort. If I had known a few years ago (California to Saskatchewan (Canada) to Massachusetts to Scotland (UK) to Ontario (Canada)…all for school), it would have been a smoother ride. So, maybe I can make money off someone else by putting all that info I have learned into one place?

Casey

Embrace the Pain

Posted by casey on June 21st, 2006

Some of you know that I have a medical condition called Cluster Headache, which, because I have a “chronic” condition, gives me terrible headaches on a daily basis. Since going chronic, the frequency of the very intense ones has lessened, though I still cope with head pain daily. The massive attacks occur 2-4 times a week now. I’ve had the condition for about 5 years, and the prospects for it ending any time soon are slim at best, though, everything is unpredictable with this thing.

I realized one day that I can’t be bitter about this. Sure, it sucks. And it is difficult. But the truth is that these headaches have become a part of what makes me who I am. In light of that, in some sense, I need to embrace them.
It isn’t that I wouldn’t get rid of them if I could. No. If I had the choice, I would very much like to see who I am without them! But, if that isn’t the case for now, I need to embrace who I am - headaches and all.

So, what I did was to get a tattoo as a symbol of the pain, as a symbol of myself with the pain:

Pain
I have to say that the experience was incredible. I went to Skin Deep Tattoo in Lahaina, Maui, and set up an appointment with Keavan after he was recommended by a local, and Sarah and I browsed his portfolio. I went in the next morning and told him about my headaches, and mentioned the words: voodoo/rag doll, spike/needle through temple and eye. The above was what he came back with when I came in for my appointment. Fantastic. I was so freaking excited I could hardly wait.

Turns out that Keavan also suffers from Cluster like headaches brought on by a car accident he was in a few years ago. He told me that once I described the pain, he understood what I meant, and knew exactly what he was going to draw. He made the experience a lot of fun. In fact the whole shop is amazing. Incredible shop. Incredible staff. Incredible artist. Incredible tat. Incredible experience.

Well, that’s one way for me to embrace the pain…permanently.

Casey

Info on Cluster Headache:

ClusterHeadaches.com

Organization for the Understanding of Cluster Headache

Cluster Busters

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Home, Home Again…

Posted by casey on June 21st, 2006

Well, we got back from Maui late on Saturday. Been spending all our time trying to recover. While it was a relaxing week, it was full of activity as well. So, even though I should be relaxed…I’m not. Especially since I have a major paper that I NEED TO FINISH like a week and a half ago. Oh well, you can’t get it all right, I suppose.

Sarah is in the process of posting the pictures on here blog, and when she gets it finished, I will put a link to them from here. In the meantime, I have a couple that I wanted to post, especially for Buck:

Sarah and the Boys

A Repeat!

2 Chicks in a Kick Ass Jeep

Man I want that Jeep!

I will post a pic of my new tat a little later. And, I would be lying if I said it was good to be back in Toronto.
Casey

Off to Maui

Posted by casey on June 9th, 2006

Well, its about 2am, and we leave for the airport at 6. Off for a week in Maui. I think it will be fun. Here’s a picture from last year:

Maui - 2005

I love Hawaii!

btw - I’m looking to get a new tattoo. Do you think the inside of my left forearm will hurt me when I am interviewing at churches in about a year from now?

Casey

Westboro something something…

Posted by casey on June 7th, 2006

It is no secret that some people in the world are just bigots. That’s fine with me. While I dislike bigotry, trying in my own life to love everyone, I hold out the possibility that bigots serve a purpose in the social economy of things. I mean, maybe it is necessary to have a few around in order to remind the world what hatred looks like (though we don’t have any trouble with that I think), and to serve as an example of how unattractive the hatred of one human for another really is.

What gets me though, is when the bigots masquerade as something more thatn they really are, wrapping themselves in some symbol, such as the flag or the cross, in order to lend credibility to their hatred. Such is the case with the so-called Westboro Baptist Church. Neither Baptist (not recognized by any Baptist denomination on the planet), nor a church (as the mark of God’s people is above all love - John 14.31-35), these are the people who travel the country protesting homosexual events with signs reading, among other things, “God Hates Fags.” Lately, their schtick has been protesting at military funerals, with signs reading “Thank God for IEDs” and “God Hates Your Tears.” Now, they are being sued by the father of a soldier who died in battle, and whose son’s funeral was subject to the hate filled shouts of this group.

I am not so shocked by hatred. I am shocked at the press these guys get. The so-called “church” is less than 100 people, over 70 of them the founding patriarch’s family (13 children, 54 grandchildren, 7 great-grandchildren). They are in the news constantly for their over-the-top tactics - but then again, how can you not pay attention to their tactics? But, I wish that a little more was made in the news programs and headlines about the fact that this is a group that probably 99% of those calling themselves Christian would disassociate with. But, moreover, where are the orthodox Christian groups in the midst of this? Where is a representative from among those of us who are not wackos, who are not bigots, who are not full of hate and who believe that God is not full of hate? Why haven’t I seen the church stand up to denounce this sort of thing? Maybe I am just not looking…or maybe we haven’t taken our command to love seriously enough. I think its about time we said, “these are not me - these are not Christ.”

The last thing I will say is that I think news media, and culture in general, in our country/world, does not have the language necessary to differentiate between orthodox and fringe religious groups - and how would they judge? Anything remotely “conservative” is labeled “fundamentalist,” or “evangelical.” (see the labels used in this news version of the story linked above, this time from FoxNews). Liberal groups are hardly ever labeled, or possibly labeled as “progressive.” The result is that those of us who retain “fundamental” Christian beliefs are lumped together with those who hate homosexuals, those who bomb abortion clinics, and those who love Pat Robertson.

I believe the Bible is the Word of God. I believe that our greatest calling is to love God, and to love our neighbors as ourselves. Where does that leave me?

Casey

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Thoughts on Rushkoff and his Testament

Posted by casey on June 5th, 2006

Well, in my post below (Jesus vs. vampires), I wrote about a new comic title I am strangely excited about called Testament. I managed to obtain the issues I was missing and have read the series to date (6 issues so far). I have also looked a bit more at the author’s website, Douglas Rushkoff. His blog is particularly interesting, especially where he writes about his ideas behind, and hopes for, this comic.

Before I comment on the comic, and on his comments on the comic, perhaps I should say a word about myself. I am a Christian. Further, my theology is rather conservative. While I would distance myself from certain branches of theological conservatism, especially that which confuses itself for political conservatism, my theology remains rather Reformed. I am, what some might call, a “True Believer.” On Rushkoff’s blog, this is how he refers to those (it is a condescending term for him), who believe that things in the Bible “literally happened.”

With that said, I will also admit, I love this comic, and think that Rushkoff’s premise is fascinating. It is one I will read monthly, and I will most likely be referring to it in my dissertation.

First, the comic.

Looking only at the comic, without referring to Rushkoff’s site, I can’t quite put my finger on what exactly he is trying to do. The narrative is told omni-temporally, or, multi-temporally. Two narratives are being told, but they are actually one narrative, taking place in two different times. And the point is that this narrative takes place in all time(s).

You have the Abram story in its biblical context juxtaposed with a “re-telling” or, maybe more accurate, “re-happening” of the story in a not-so-distant-future time. The more you read, the more the allegorical nature of the text is revealed. Characters in the future timeline correspond directly to characters in the past timeline. Alan quite allegorically is Abraham. Jake quite allegorically is the Isaac blended with Lot character. Miriam is Lot’s wife, the old man is Melchezidek/Elijah.

As the narrative progresses, these contemporary/future characters play out their roles in the updated biblical narrative with precision. There is little deviation from the original narrative (save Miriam/Lot’s wife’s role, and this deviation is purposeful). What I find most fascinating is that while one could say that, looking only at the human characters, the narrative is just re-playing itself, and could be the same narrative in different terms, the aspect which changes things is the interaction of the “gods” behind and in-between the panels of the text/art. It is the interaction of the gods Astarte, Molech and Atum on the one side, and the Hebrew, not so much God’s as representatives, Melchezidek and Elijah on the other side…behind and even in the action, that makes the reader understand that the story is happening anew. And it is a story that has been happening forever, literally a battle for freedom of humanity.

The writing and the artwork are both superb, fascinating, and enveloping. I also love how the narrative makes absolutely no effort to soften the hardcore unseemliness of the Bible.

Testament
Rushkoff’s blog.

Rushkoff’s blog is another read altogether. There, in two posts especially, he lays out his thoughts behind, and motives for, Testament.

The first post, Faith=Illness: Why I’ve Had It With Religious Tolerance, begins with the blatent statement:

I think it’s time to get serious about the role God plays in human affairs, and evaluate whether it’s appropriate to let everyone in on the bad news: God doesn’t exist, never did, and the closest thing we’ll ever see to God will emerge from our own collective efforts at making meaning.

On first glance this seems at odds with his work in the comic. But in fact, for Rushkoff, the Bible is a collection of mythological stories that, in line with Jungian psychology, have made their way into the collective human subconscious. Never was the Bible meant to be taken literally. However, it seems to have usefulness for people today in its ability to help us create meaning out of reality, maybe helping us to play out our own situations in a narrative/theoretical structure. He says:

As I’ve always understood them, and as I try to convey them in my comic book, the stories in the Bible are less significant because they happened at some moment in history than because their underlying dynamics seem to be happening in all moments. We are all Cain, struggling with our feelings about a sibling who seems to be more blessed than we are. We are always escaping the enslaved mentality of Egypt and the idolatry we practiced there. We are all Mordechai, bristling against the pressure to bow in subservience to our bosses.

Rushkoff is tired of religious fundamentalism (aren’t we all?). In fact, he wants to “destroy” it. He writes that when religions:

…radically alter our ability to contend with reality, cope with difference, or implement the most basic ethical provisions, they must be stopped.

“True Believers” do not have the freedom to appropriate biblical narrative in a life/reality-altering way, because they (we) believe in its historicity. For Rushkoff, tying the narrative events to actual events robs the narrative of its power for meaning making today, leaving the contemporary reader stranded in his or her own situation:

But true believers don’t have this freedom. Whether it’s because they need the Bible to prove a real estate claim in the Middle East, because they don’t know how to relate something that didn’t really happen, or because they require the threat of an angry super-being who sees all in order behave like good children, true believers - what we now call fundamentalists - are not in a position to appreciate the truth and beauty of the Holy Scriptures. No, the multi-dimensional document we call the Bible is not available to them because, for them, all those stories have to be accepted as historical truth.

To have someone recognize and assert the beauty and multi-dimensionality of the Bible is a good thing. I am extremely appreciative of his observations here. I wonder, though, if the multi-dimensionality of the Bible would allow for, not just a psychological reading of the text in which it is not literally/historically true, but rather psychologically true, but a reading that affirms both the text’s historical rootedness, as well as its inclusion of the reader today into its very narrative as a part of the ongoing story. I think that it does.

While I agree with much of what Rushkoff says, it is in his suggestion of a solution to the problems he identifies that I begin to disagree with him. Not because he is challenging my beliefs, but because 1) I don’t think that he has an accurate handle on what the Bible is, and 2) I approach the subject from an entirely different belief system.

Rushkoff wants to “take charge of the Bible”:

Perhaps the best way to kill their [the fundamentalists] God, in fact, is to take charge of the Bible. It is - in my own opinion as a media theorist - the Greatest Story Ever Told, and deserving of our continued support and analysis. For my part, I’m writing Testament, which I hope will bring these stories - told both in their Biblical context and as a near-future sci-fi fable - to people who might never have stumbled across them before.

By appropriating these characters and metaphors as our own, we instill them with the power they require to release the stranglehold that true believers have over the myths built to help us face the truth, instead. Their success in making the Bible seem like a sanctimonious tome is just another testament to the deleterious effect of surrendering one of the best books ever written about sacred magick to people whose lives depend on ignoring the possibility of escape from the nightmare of eternal bondage to a vengeful deity.

The problem with this, in my opinion, is that the Bible, whether in Judaism or in Christianity, and whether one takes it as historical or non-historical myth, is not to be “taken control of,” but rather, its power is as a story that takes control of us. The historical track record of those taking control of the scripture stories is not an impressive one, often ending with a word created in our own image, merely a reflection of ourselves, and emptied of its power to change lives.

While I appreciate Rushkoff’s stated goal of bringing these great and powerful stories to those who might never experience them, yet, I diverge with him, still believing that the most powerful way of reading these stories, as with all art, is to let them speak for themselves, to let them be themselves, and to let their characters stand as individuals. Saying that “We are Cain…We are those enslaved by Egyptians…We are Mordechi” robs me of my identity as Casey. I am not Cain, though I may struggle with his struggles. I am not enslaved in Egypt, like the Hebrews, though I may deal with enslavery of my own. I am not Mordechi, yet I struggle with the temptation to cave under the pressure of popular or political opinion. It also robs the characters (even if you believe them to be non-historical) of their identity, and in some ways disrespects them.

In the second post on his blog that I referred to above, The Testament - My Testament, Rushkoff writes:

In my comic book Testament (now in a first collected edition!), I look at the same passages as a first and second draft of creation. My “god” characters try it one way, don’t like how it turns out, and then start over. I’m hoping by re-introducing readers to the Bible as it was actually written and understood at the time (to the best of my ability) while showing how its stories apply to our current military, technological and economic fiascos, I can bring its power to a new generation. All while dispelling the hardened belief sets of True Believers. I’m going to show how the Bible was intended not to give people religion, but to get people over their obsessions with religion and the fictional character, God. (Obviously, the Bible hasn’t worked out as planned. At least not yet.)

I love the quote, until the last 3 lines.

An alternative program?

The final thing I will say has to do with my alternative suggestion for making the Bible accessible, and “relevent” (if that word isn’t overused), to a contemporary time takes the biblical narrative as our history, with us playing it out. We are caught, as the Apostle Paul might say, between the times. We look to the story of our people (the people of God) that came before us, and it gives us the trajectory for our own personal and interconnected narratives in the present, and into the future. We look to our people’s past for direction for our people’s future - improvising that future as we crawl along in the present. We become involved in the story, intimately, and our own personal identity’s are maintained.

And after all that, I will say that I really do enjoy this comic. Rushkoff is doing something artistic with narrative, and he is doing it well. And, despite the part of his project that strikes me awkwardly, (the whole God being a fistional character thing), I definately plan on continuing to read this book.

Casey

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Toronto Not As Safe As I Thought?

Posted by casey on June 5th, 2006

When we moved to Toronto in November 2004, I crossed the border in near Detroit with a 15 foot U-Haul full of stuff (alright, it was mostly books). When I came to the Canadian Customs/Immigration officer, I already had my student visa in hand, and a manifest of everything in the truck. While I thought he was going to make me pull over, and drag everything out of the truck to inspect it, he looked at it for about a minute, and then said, “Go on through.” No stopping, no inspecting, no hassle.

At the time, I realized something. I thought, “I get it. Nobody wants to attack Canada. Nobody is is importing terrorist goods into Canada, because everyone loves Canada. Canada is friends with everybody. It is the US that everyone wants to blow up.”

Well, this week, I may have been proven wrong:

17 Terror Suspects Arrested in Toronto

Acquired 3 tons of ammonium nitrate in order to blow up targets in Southern Ontario (read: Toronto). Most distrubing to me: They trained at a camp north of the city.

Casey

Is God Judging Pat Robertson?

Posted by casey on June 5th, 2006

Just curious. I mean, if you follow that guy’s logic/flawed theology, then you would have to say…right?

Lear Jet Registered to Pat Robertson Crashes

Excerpt:

GROTON, Connecticut (AP) — A Learjet registered to religious broadcaster Pat Robertson crashed in Long Island Sound while flying in heavy fog Friday, killing both pilots, authorities said. All three passengers escaped without serious injury.

Robertson was not aboard.

Anyway…

Casey

Jesus vs. Vampires

Posted by casey on June 1st, 2006

I went to see X-Men: The Last Stand the other night. It was an alright flick. Actually, better than most I have seen in a while (read: DaVinci Code). Anyway, a funny thing happens to me when I go see these movies made from comics - I want to start reading comic books again.

I know - I’m 30 (almost) right? But, comics are so cool. I used to collect, all through high school, especially X-Men, Wolverine, Spawn, and Batman. But, Wolverine was always my favorite. So, I went to the comic shop the day after, and found some really cool stuff…

First, I really like the Wolverine series. It has a newer look, and seems quite a bit more integrated into the Marvel Universe than it used to be. It now carries a “Parental Advisory” rating, showing that comics aren’t just for kids. And, Wolverine seems to be a little more of a fallen hero than he used to be. I like it.

But the really interesting stuff came in the form of two titles that are relatively new.

Loaded Bible: Jesus vs. Vampires, published by Image, boasts “48 Christ-tacular pages!!” Now, with a tag-line like that, along with cover art of a shadowed Jesus with two bite marks in his neck, blood flowing, and a look of vengence in his eye…how could I not buy this title!

Christ-tacular!
I got it home and looked at the back cover, which sports this:

In the near future, the United States is

ruled by bloodsucking vampire hordes and

only one man can end their reign of terror.

What Would Jesus Do?

He’d Kick Vampire Ass.

Now, I don’t know what you think about that, but I think it is pretty funny. I mean, Jesus fighting vampires? That is something to look at. The story takes place in the future when fundamentalist Christian groups have become increasingly fundamentalist, and have elected leaders according to these values. Those leaders have constructed what they call New Vatican City, where the believing people of the world take refuge from the (literal) bloodsucking vampire hordes outside the city’s walls. Their chief hero in this fight: Jesus Christ, the second coming. Looking like the long-haired bearded Christ we all know and love, yet behaving more like Neo from The Matrix, Jesus weilds his cruciform sword and wooden spear, drop kicking vampire butt all over the place.

It is only later that Jesus finds out from a scantily clad (read: naked) female vampire (succubus?) that he is not the real Jesus, but just a clone that the New Vatican hopes will be martyred in battle to solidify the people in their “faith.” We also find out about a group of fighters outside the New Vatican, neither believer nor vampire, who are “fighting for the only thing they have left: their freedom.” Of course, the church is engaged in active extermination of these who call themselves “The New Dawn.”

While the social commentary embeded down “deep” inside the story is mildly interesting, I have to say that it comes across as the same old criticisms of the church that are posited and have been posited for years. The comic is alright, entertaining, but there isn’t much depth to it. As a critique of American religious society, or of religion in general (which it clearly aims to be), a bit more thought would be appreciated from this self-proclaimed “fundy.”

I don’t know yet if this will be a series, or if it is a one-off issue. I guess we’ll see.

Discuss Loaded Bible: Jesus vs. Vampires, here.

The other title that absolutely fascinates me, and I find much more thoughtful than Loaded Bible, is a reoccuring one called Testament. Written by Douglas Rushkoff, and published by Vertigo (DC’s mature publishing branch) Testament is a a bizzarely good read. Part of the reason, I suspect, is Rushkoff himself. From his bio on his website:

Douglas Rushkoff is an author, teacher, and documentarian who focuses on the ways people, cultures, and institutions create, share, and influence each other’s values. He sees “media” as the landscape where this interaction takes place, and “literacy” as the ability to participate consciously in it.

In the comic itself, you have a scene with a professor giving a lecture, and what he is lecturing on sounds an awful lot like Sociology of Knowledge, as in, the Social Construction of Reality. I was hooked right there, as, that will form a significant part of my dissertation.

I am tempted to say that the comic takes Biblical stories and re-tells them in contemporary terms. But this isn’t quite accurate. Re-telling the narrative in contemporary terms implies that the story happened, and needs to be re-told. What Rushkoff is after is to show the narrative actually re-occurring in contemporary time. He writes in a comment at the end of the book (long quote ahead):

Now don’t get the wrong idea. The Bible has been framed as a sanctimonious tome just to keep you from reading it! It’s the ultimate handbook for psychic revolt, with temple prostitutes, incantations, incest, interdimensional travel and even ritualized anal rape. Think you’re an accomplished magician? Check out the source code in reality hacking, and see if you can handle it.

A comic is camoflague allowing me to expose Western Civilization, and sequential narrative is a perfect way to tell a story that takes place in multiple universes at the same time - including our own. It’ll follow a band of cyber-alchemist revolutionaries, in a future just a day after tomorrow - when the draft is reinstated, and the mind virus known as the dollar requires military enforcement. It’ll also take place in Bible time - exposing how this plot has been recurring for centuries.

For by insisting that we “believe” the Bible happened at some moment in distant history, the keepers of religion prevent us from realizing that the Bible is happening right now, in every moment. The narrative and its power transcend time. All we need is access and will.

Then reality itself will be at our disposal, and we’llbe the superheros.

So, there is a lot of stuff going on there!, and in the part of the quote I didn’t write out. But, I am fascinated in this. My research looks at the potential for Biblical narratives to retain their historical nature, while simultaniously transcending time. When the text is communicated, a world is created which interprets, and changes, us. There is no need to bridge a gap between the Biblical world and the contemporary one, as, we live in the world that the Bible describes. This, I believe, is the most robust form for religious communication.

While Rushkoff’s thesis differs from mine in significant ways, it is actually the closest expression of my research I have seen (outside of me, of course!). I want to say with him, though simultaniously differ from him, that the Bible is “happening right now.” So, in addition to using film to explain what I have termed “temporal metaphor,” in my PhD dissertation, I will also be using comics. Man I love what I do!

I would seriously recommend checking out Testament. Try to pick up issue #1, from December. In Toronto it is so popular I can’t get my hands on issues 2 or 3, though I have 4-6 now.

Discuss Testament here.

And, check out Rushkoff’s website, it is interesting: www.rushkoff.com

Also, here’s an interview with Rushkoff about Testament.

Finally, a shot of Issue #1’s cover:

Casey

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